I was inside the house I grew up in as a kid. When me and my brother that is deceased a phone call that my mother that I have no relationship with had been shot or robbed or something! Then police broke down the door with big Guns they put the guns on us I guess thinking we had something to do with it? One police gun the tip of it burned my leg it’s like I actually felt it burn me! I ended up getting into it with a white woman police officer I think she was being to matter a fact saying that my mother was dead, “yeah she’s dead as a door nob”! I don’t know how but we were able to talk to her and I started to beg that she live! She was saying it was three boys? Then all of a sudden three boys showed up at the door I guess trying to give condolences but something felt like they were the ones who did it. So I said why tf yall acting like yall don’t know what happened? I can’t remember much after that.
This dream could symbolize unresolved emotions and conflicts from your past that are resurfacing in your subconscious mind. The house you grew up in represents your childhood and the memories associated with it. The presence of your deceased brother may indicate feelings of loss or unfinished business with him.
The phone call about your estranged mother being shot or robbed could symbolize unresolved issues, guilt, or feelings of abandonment related to your relationship with her. The police breaking down the door with guns could represent feelings of being threatened or overwhelmed in waking life.
The burning sensation from the police gun touching your leg may point to a feeling of being hurt or attacked emotionally. Your confrontation with the white woman police officer could symbolize a struggle for power or control in a situation where you feel marginalized or dismissed.
The appearance of the three boys at the door could represent different aspects of yourself or external forces that may be causing inner turmoil. Your reaction to them questioning their intentions suggests a desire for clarity and truth in a situation clouded by uncertainty or deceit.
Overall, this dream may be reflecting your subconscious mind trying to process and make sense of complex emotions, unresolved conflicts, and past traumas. It could be a sign to address these issues and seek closure or resolution in order to move forward in a healthier and more balanced way.